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First off, let me begin my thanking all of you readers- yes you: the ones reading this right now, the ones that have read my posts before, and the ones who comment and the ones who dont:P
Here’s a post of an email I received for my blog stats for 2010 and I have to say I was blown away…:) :

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Thank you so much!
With this new year I hope to be blogging more than the last year!So I wish all of you guys out there a Great New Years and blessings in all that you guys do!Alot of the times we get caught up in resolutions to try and change something in our lives but we fail coz all it is is a “tradition”… it’s not something that we really want… Just something to say so we can tell people “yeah, this is my new years resolution…..”Make a change this year! Appreciate this life God’s give you and live with purpose! For Him!
Jimmy

 

The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:

Healthy blog!

The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads This blog is doing awesome!.

Crunchy numbers

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A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. This blog was viewed about 6,800 times in 2010. That’s about 16 full 747s.

In 2010, there were 6 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 36 posts. There were 6 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 4mb.

The busiest day of the year was July 6th with 91 views. The most popular post that day was michael-jackson-wallpaper4.

Where did they come from?

The top referring sites in 2010 were facebook.com, google.com, apps.facebook.com, employmentfor.com, and counter.bestproceed.com.

Some visitors came searching, mostly for final fantasy 7, final fantasy, final fantasy 8, final fantasy vii, and michael jackson wallpaper.

Attractions in 2010

These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.

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Thoughts on Trusting God February 2009
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Repairs and Installations November 2010

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When something beautiful changes your life… June 2010

 

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Hah! Recently I’ve felt so overwhelmed about a lot of things! Things like spending habits, responsibilities, the future, accountability and lots of other things…. and in all this, the common factor is control. Control in ME spending money, ME bearing the responsibilities, ME trying to shape my future, ME trying to keep promises, ME trying to please everyone, ME trying to FIX EVERYTHING!

Yeah… it just doesn’t work. I can’t control the change in someone else’s feelings, thoughts or actions. I can’t control what’s going to happen in the next second as I’m typing this next word- let alone 10 years from now. For all I know I could meet with a fatal accident on the road to work tomorrow and not be able to see all those I love before I die. I can’t fix anything because I can’t control the outcome of any situation.

I keep saying I know that I can’t do this myself and that I need God’s help…  I keep telling myself that it’s impossible. But I don’t think I really fully understand what I’m saying. I don’t think I realize that when I’m least in control of everything around me- that’s the time when everything is in control. And not by me, but by God.

I can worry about things and it won’t help. I can try to convince people and write eloquently but that won’t change a person’s heart. I can try my very best to please everyone but there’s always going to be someone who you’ll disappoint and just not be good enough for. I have to realize I am not in control of anything. But to have circumstances under control I have to first learn to trust God that no matter what happens its happening for the best. I shouldn’t have to try and change what I think is a bad situation because I don’t really know what the end result will be. Mankind hasn’t even understood time fully, and here I am trying to affect the future to what I want it to be. We all take Emotion for granted and don’t even know so much as the tip of the iceberg about Emotions, and here I am trying to change a person’s heart or feelings. We know nothing about the pain Jesus felt when His own Father turned His back on Him for a while… and yet He controlled Himself instead of damning humanity for good, and here I am talking about being in control…..

Crazy… right?

 

No matter how out of control things seem, everything is really still in control.. in His hands

 

Ok so I’m not as constant of a blogger… at least not as much as I hoped to be when I started out. I think, as I look back, that I blog whenever I have something that really caught my eye, made me upset, or just feel so bottled up (not necessarily mad or upset.. just stuffed and in want of letting things out).

Two weeks ago I heard a sermon at church about waiting. Now how cliche would that topic be… not just for Christians, but for people in general. Everyone seems to be in a hurry these days for everything. Whether it’s at McDonalds when someone else is ahead of you for their morning coffe and you’re going to get out of the store 20 seconds later than you anticipated or whether it’s about huge decisions through the course of life- like what school to go to, or where should I work. We want everything now. This moment. Not 10 seconds from now, but 10 seconds before now.

It’s a hard concept to grasp- this.. waiting. Well.. don’t you think it is? Like really sit down and think about it; or better yet.. I’ll let you in on what’s going on in my mind (forgive me if it sounds jumbled.. or doesnt make sense..):

“Ok. So I’m done with school now. Well.. yeah, I have 4,000 hours of apprenticeship to do and then do my Red Seal exam. Then I have to start saving up from now for the future so I can support my own family someday. Ok the job at the golf club is good, but not good enough. I can’t start a future with this!? I want something better.. now! I mean, yeah, it’s only been 3 months since school has been over and I have already got a job in my field, but so what?! It’s not where I want to be so it’s not good enough! I mean, I can’t keep going on like this can I? Oh! A car! I need a car.. but I don’t want my Dad to pay for it. But I need it now. With work and all, and just if I want to go out… it would be really nice. But for that I need a better job. So what if it’s only been 3 months since school’s over! I need that perfect job now! I can’t wait! There’s too much at stake for waiting! “

That’s just a part of some of the issues we all face. We don’t want to wait. We always have to have everything now! And if we don’t then we start to worry. We start to compare ourselves to other people. We start to become restless, agitated, upset, jealous, depressed….

There’s a time for everything… Time to work, time to play, time to laugh, time to cry, time to love, time to chastise, time to eat, time to sleep, time to endure challenges.. there’s a time for everything. But with rushing things, we’re trying to take time in our own hands; forgetting that only God has that power.

You know, if we only trusted God with all our troubles in the first place, we wouldn’t have to worry about where we would be or would like to be in the future. We wouldn’t have to rush anything because we know that whatever He does, He does for our good. And that He makes everything beautiful in His time.

Simple example: I was working in the kitchen this week and on two of the days we were really busy. But the outcomes of the two days were completely different. The first day that it was really busy caught me by surprise. I panicked. Started rushing orders out when the other half of one order that was being prepared by another chef wasn’t even done yet. I was rushing everything because I let circumstances get the better of me. I didn’t wait, look at the ticket with the orders, think about what goes on when. Instead, I started rushing everything and almost created a mess out of the whole service. But the second time, one of the cooks talked to me. Told me to relax, asked me my strengths and weaknesses, told me to wait, think, and don’t panic. That was one busy service, but it couldn’t have gone smoother than it did.

I learned how important it is to wait. Commit everything to God and just wait on Him and his perfect time. Wait! Think before you do anything. Stop worrying about the future and just wait and let it happen.

Wow…. That’s all I could really say after College and Career’s learning centre today… I mean what else do you say to such a powerful testimony. We were watching the Fruitcake & Ice-cream sermon by Louie Giglio and it was absolutely amazing! Topic was about grace… and instead of sharing his own thoughts for most of the sermon, he shared a testimony… A testimony of a girl named Ashley. I’m pretty sure NO ONE from our group that day left the room without any tears in their eyes by the end of the DVD.

What do you say when you hear about someone who’s going through a lot of heart ache and feels like God just doesn’t care for “screw-ups”… and then through a serious of definitely non-cooincidental events comes to know Christ just to die from a car crash 3 months later…. This is an extremely brief story of what Louie Giglio read from her very own journal that was given to him by her parents… And it was just so touching….

It made me re-think EVERYTHING…. Yeah we’ve heard how loving God is and how Jesus came and died for our sins… but what does that really mean? I mean.. do we really understand the full concept of that? Do we really understand grace… do we really experience it’s freeing power? Do we realize that we have absolutely no right to keep this amazing love.. this amazing gift… this amazing grace to ourselves? Do we realize that this isn’t for use to keep and hoard but to share it with everyone around us? I guess we really don’t because most of us get too comfortable with where we are in life and how our social atmosphere is set… We conveniently ‘forget’ about telling others about a Man who WILLINGLY gave His very own life for us… despite knowing that all of use will hurt Him; despite knowing that many of us will reject Him; despite knowing that only some of us will accept Him; and despite knowing that only a handful will truly love Him….

But He still came… willingly… didn’t retaliate when he was beaten… didn’t resist when they made Him drag his own cross after the torture He’d just gone through.. and didn’t turn back when they were about to drive nails through His holy hands and feet before dying a criminal’s death… He disregarded the humiliation that He faced…. Just for you and me…. just so that we could have the option of coming to Him openly and personally… All He ever wanted was us.. our love.. our fellowship… all He wants is for us to acknowledge His great sacrifice for us and to ask Him to live in our hearts.. all He ever wanted was to be our God.. our Father.. our Friend….

And even after all of that… we still reject Him.. we still feel ashamed of telling others about this amazing gift that God has give us….

Why? Do we feel ashamed of a gift our friend, our loved ones, or anyone that we care about gives us? No.. in fact… we flaunt it… We Facebook it! We tell EVERYONE about this gift our loved one gave us… we feel proud of it and cherish it… What a shame that we don’t do the same for the gift of eternal life that Christ is offering to us…..

He loves us so much… everyone! No one has gone too far or screwed things over so much that he or she can never come to God… in fact He wants us to come to Him so that He can show us just how much He cares for us and loves us… just so that He can help us through this life… You’re not alone… He’s promised to never leave you and never forsake you! Till the end of time He’s with you!

No matter what you’ve gone through, He understands… there is nothing that you’ve gone through that He hasn’t already gone through when He walked the earth. And He just wants you to know that He loves you and wants to help you through everything that hurts you and causes your heart to ache… because His heart aches when He sees His child hurting… He just wants you to trust Him.. Trust Him that He’ll be with you every step of the way- through thick and through thin… when things are looking up or when they can’t get any lower…

At the end of one of Ashley’s Journal entries she wrote down the lyrics to a song that just touched her heart… and I know it will touch yours. I’m sure many of you may know it, or if you don’t will know it… We all have messed up in life.. but He doesn’t want us to beat ourselves over it… He doesn’t care what you’ve done… He doesn’t care how bad you think you are… all He wants is you… just you. He’ll take care of all the baggage you’ve acquired over the years..  He says “Come to me all of you who are heavy-burdened, and I will give you rest” He loves you… no strings attached… are you willing to do the same…

Mighty To Save

Everyone needs compassion,
Love that’s never failing;
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
The kindness of a Saviour;
The Hope of nations.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.

Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

My Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
We’re singing for the glory of the risen King…Jesus (x2)

My Saviour, You can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
You rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

So I was on the bus coming back from school today, listening to my music when 3 high-school boys came in talking bout things at school….
From he first sight of them I had a feelin I wasn’t going to like their existence at that moment inthe bus…
They couldn’t tell whether i was lsitening to them or not since I had my earphones on, but, trust me, I heard every word ( and with their voices I think the whole bus did)…
They started talking bout Christianity and Atheism and somehow they started badmouthing Christianity… And it wasn’t even Christianity but it was Catholicism. Still – they don’t know the difference between the two and were bad mouthing my faith because of that.
They started saying things like we’re so fake because the church condones Child molestation because o what one person did and how that aethiests should bomb churches!!
I, in that moment, just wanted to stand up and give them a piece of my mind!!

If only they knew my God and His compassion, Love, and faithfulness… then maybe they wouldnt be on the bus saying such things…..

Wow I’m loving Culinary school!
Cooking is so fun!! Who though it would be?
It’s busy, yeah, but it’s worth it!!! Nothing else is new…
Just got over a few things in the past that’s been bogging me down…
I finally… Finally gave everything to God and now am moving on… But it took alot of realization before getting to that point…
I realized that no matter what God’s not gonna re-bring the past… But he will allow you to reminisce on the past- and that reminiscing finally brings you to a point of breaking completely before God….
Well I know it’s been a while, but I wanted to put something meaningful up…
That’s a little peek through the window in my life!!

Wow is it ever hard to find jobs!!! Here in Richmond Hill, Ontario finding a job during the summer is hard. The economy here isn’t that bad, still, but yet it’s hard to find a job. Why? May the economy is affecting businesses more than we think it is and we don’t realize it; or maybe it’s just in people’s minds and psychology that “the economy is bad, therefore we can’t afford more”….

I don’t know, but I have a job interview tomorrow (Thursday 2nd of July), so let’s see. Hopefully it goes well :) Please pray that it goes well :)

It’s true, at least according to the LA Times, that Michael Jackson -perhaps the most famous Pop Star- has passed away into eternity.

Its really sad;  alot of us have grown up listening to him. The Jackson Five.. his most famous work – Thriller… Its really saddening. He had a cardiac arrest and then slipped into a coma before, according to the LA Times, passing away.

One can only hope the condition of His spiritual heart before dying.

Let’s pray for his family and loved ones; pray for comfort and grace.

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